I miss him terribly. I am surprised at how much I have grown to love him. I think Ashton is such an amazing man. Like I said, I miss him terribly. I wish I could count the days until I see him again but I don't even know when that is...
He turned 27 on Thursday, his contract is up when he's 32...
...that's a long time. I hope we can make it through this.
