So It Ends

Great!
So we'll call him Jude (as in Law lol) and I broke up last night, I was really upset at first but then I realized it's a good thing. He made me feel good when I was with him, the chemistry was great, but I didn't know much about him. I could never really have an honest, put it all out there, conversations with him. I'm not sure if it was because I had a hard time being myself around him or the fact that he didn't talk back much. Who wants that? Besides he was always too busy for me. He also had an irrational believe that I went out of my way to see my ex.

Bryan and I are close but that's because we became family. He's been there for some really tough times, but me and him are done. We broke up for a reason, a damn good one at that. I don't like saying never but I don't think we will ever get back together. I'll definitely miss Jude, his kisses, amazing! hahaha.

We'll I'm single again! Thankfully I love dating! =)

Just Amazing

Last night I went to the Staind concert with Papa Roach and Seether at the Fillmore, it was absolutely AMAZING!

We managed to get through to the second row for most of the concert and for Staind we were at the rail it was sick! My ears were ringing last night and I still can't hear, that's how I like it =)

So fun! Here are some pics

Messed up

Wow!
Saturday I had a small get together for my birthday and I had one too many drinks.

Here I'm with my cousin Brenda just gettin the night started.

I was only 3 shots and 4 beers in this so I still remember



But this, I have no clue when the sweater came off. It was fun but I'm not drinking like that ever.

Thanksgiving!

I am loving this thanksgiving!

Two minutes left in the 3rd quarter of the Seahawks vs Cowboys game and my boys (The Dallas Cowboys) are up 31-9. My biggest wish is that we make it to the playoffs with Romo's injury we fell behind quite a bit but I'm still hopeful. Unfortunately I think we may have just lost Barber and with Felix Jones out, I'm not liking this.

But it's ok today's great day! I'm spending time with family, belly full, playing cards and finally talking to my boy.

I don't know why I Can't get enough of your
love babe Oh, some things I can't
get used to No matter how I try Just like the
more you give, the more I want
And baby, that's no lie


I love all those love songs, like I said before I'm a hopeless romantic.

Yumm It's almost time for dessert.

Feeling Blue

I'm not feeling so good.

Just sitting in this cold room makes me feel blue and I don't mean the color. So much has gone wrong and I had not actually sat down to think about it all. At my age you'd think I'd know nothing or little about life and anything would upset me but that's far from the truth.

I'm almost five-thousand dollars in debt because my sweet baby Sasha (my dog) managed to get herself hit by a car which broke her femur (right hind leg).

At first my only concern was her well being but now the impact of that unexpected expense has set in.

I just invested five-thousand in property for a business I hope to own someday and I still have about seven-thousand to go. It's not a lot if you think about it but to me it's huge. My plans are behind almost five months, if not more, I'm starting to feel overwhelmed. I wanted to start building by this summer but that doesn't seem likely. I'm not willing to give up though. Eight, seven, six months ago I would have just given up, said things happen for a reason and thrown away my dreams. I'm not willing anymore, this is what I want to do, I want to be an entrepreneur. All I can really do now is stop worrying so much and find a way to pay it off as soon as possible.

It's only the beginning...

I love sharing and writing but I've gotten bad at it so I decided to post a blog for a couple of reasons.

I only have male friends, they just don't understand .ha.ha.
Plus I can practice actually writing and I may even get some feed back.

So A little about me.
I'm very open minded and understanding. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm a sports fanatic. I love animals. I love reading and music.

I live with my mom, alright job, but I plan on opening my own business soon. My goal in life is to do what I love and be happy with it.

I don't want to live for others, I want to live for what I love.

I have several goals and it won't be easy reaching them but setting them is the beginning.

I have a crappy past but my present keeps getting better and my future brighter.

I have problems like everyone, with the job, the boy, my health and my poor sweet dog. Overcoming your problems is what makes you stronger though.

Anyway, that's a little about me. I'll have to stop soon and write some more.