Lately life has been a whirlwind of changes. I'm running a restaurant on my own. I can't believe how challenging it is, I've been stressing. I love it though. It takes my mind off the one thing in my life that just doesn't seem to want to work out for me.
Ashton and I decided it wasn't fair to be in a long distance relationship. It was mostly him but with everything going on for me I didn't fight it. It's hard though, I still miss him. I am moving on though, I must. Once again single, yes, to going out more often! Yay bars! hahahaha Free drinks and cute men. I have started talking to Jude again, he's so intoxicating. He makes me laugh so much. He's somehow different. Crushing again, unfortunately I'm sure it's another heartbreak waiting to happen so I am trying hard to keep my distance. Now, there is someone else in the picture. His name, for blogging purposes, will be Mark (as in Wahlberg ha!) Mark and I met on my birthday. He is just fun! We went dancing after we ditched my friends. Then we met up with them and had fun dancing some more at our own "Dance Party." lol Now the more my girlfriends tell me about him the more intrigued I become. I am sure nothing will happen between us and it was just a one time thing but I definitely can not stop thinking about him. He just seems so full of life, it is very attractive.
