Falling apart

I moved to Oklahoma about six months ago. I honestly thought leaving Colorado I would be able to start anew and develop a stonger feeling of independence. Instead I just feel alone. I fell madly in love with Duke, he loves me. I plan on spending the rest of my life with him. He is amazing, perfect for me. I despise that he is far away. I miss him everyday, I can not wait until I can wake up next to him and kiss him.