What does he want?

"If love is labor I'll slave 'til the end" -Rise Agaisnt


Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!

A couple of nights ago Jude texted me, I erased his number ages ago, so this is what happened.

He sent me a text asking how I was and saying he missed me, I asked who it was and all he said was "lol Nvm"

WTF!?

Now my mind is racing and my stomach is tied in a knot. I was doing great, I thought I was over him and then out of the blue three months after breaking up with me over a text he pulls this.

I'm not sure what I want or should do. The message is still in my inbox and after finding out who it was I've been considering sending him a text.

I keep telling myself to forget it, delete it and just keep moving forward but a big part of me has a desire to find out what he's up to.

What does he want?

Guys are so complex. Why can't they just straight out say what they feel. What does he want from me?

I don't believe he misses me specially after he just changes his mind about it. Why is he telling me if he doesn't mean it. Was he drunk? Did he get the wrong number?

MY GOD!

Why did I reply why didn't I just ignore the damn message, why did I have to find out who it was!? I can't get why he would out of the blue text me.

I need to erase that message and forget about it.